Hi loves! Today’s blog post is all about this thing that the universe does from time to time that leaves people feeling so confused and terrified – going silent.
I know that you constantly hear me say that you can access the universe anytime you wish to (and this is still very true), but there will be times that you won’t be able to feel the divine presence at all.
Sure She’s definitely still there, but sometimes, she can be playful at the worst times that she won’t cater to your needs (yes, sometimes, she can be REALLY annoying).
I remember days where I struggle so hard with life and I would call on the universe, and then…nothing.
I would meditate so hard, journal so hard and I’d do every spiritual ritual that I can do to hear the universe, and then…nothing.
In the earliest days where I’m new to this universe manifestation thingy, I would be like “What the fuck universe? Are you even real? You’re not real. People have been really scamming me all along. Maybe my experiences with you are merely illusions. Maybe I really am going crazy!” And I would just feel really shitty and betrayed.
But now, whenever this happens, at first I would panic, but then because I know better this time, (you’ll figure out how the universe works once you’ve been in a long-term relationship with your divinity), I’ll be calm.
And here’s a reason why: The universe is silent because She wants you to practice your faith in Her.
I mean, think about it. How can you practice TRUE faith if there are no circumstances you can prove your faith, right? How can you say that you’re TRULY believing in the divine power when tough times happen and you’re left alone without any divine guidance? The universe wants to see whether you’ll keep on believe in Her or you’ll throw tantrums like I did in the past.
And another reason perhaps is that she wants you to realize how strong you can be when you deal with your shit and overcome this alone. Because I swear, the strength you’ll gain from this experience is truly humbling and empowering.
The first time I realized this, I encouraged myself to keep calm. After all, I experienced the magic of the universe in the past countless times, and I have no reason to doubt Her power this time. Even if she’s silent, she’s definitely working on rearranging the universe in my favor.
And what do you know, just days after moments like that, the universe will work on Her magic. She’s gonna show me a show that is so crazy I will never doubt Her magic again. It’s as if She’s showing off new tricks that surely blows my mind.
So the next time you feel as if the universe isn’t with you, just remember to keep the faith. Believe that the universe is with you, but she chooses to watch you silently this time as you handle your shit alone. She does this because She believes you can overcome this. That’s how much she trusts in your strength.
Take this moment as an opportunity to make your faith stronger, because when your faith gets stronger, you can handle anything in life.
